7/14/25-Just Tired

If I had to describe how I am doing and feeling the first word that comes to mind is tired.

Everything I do takes extra effort. I take a step, there’s a little twinge of pain. If I breathe too hard my side aches. Doing daily hygiene tasks result in the need for a rest after their completion. More major tasks like showering actually take prior planning. Basically, the routine task is no longer routine.

I don’t get much recovery when I sleep. Finding a comfortable position is difficult. When I finally fall asleep I seem to always need to get up every couple of hours. Basically, sleep is work as well.

Add all that up and I just spend most of life fighting fatigue. I hope that maybe I will finally get a full night’s sleep and wake up refreshed. I know that if I don’t start the day without being fully rejuvenated just getting through to the night is going to be a struggle because of the extra effort every task takes out of me.

“I’m so tired, I haven’t slept a wink I’m so tired, my mind is on the blink…”